Ekkusu no Studio phase 4.1.
Happy 44th birthday, dearest Yoshiki ♥!!
The last time i updated my skin was on Yochan's 43rd birthday, and a year had passed. I'm glad that his surgery went fine and i hope he's recovering well. Don't neglect your therapy, Yochan, and hope to see you next year in China ^^
God bless your abundantly!!
(o^___^o)
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A fan of JRock music and bands. Most favourite band of all time: the legendary band, X Japan.
Loves its leader, drummer, pianist and main composer, Hayashi Yoshiki , usually called Yoshiki.
Loves one of X's guitarists, Matsumoto hideto, or usually called hide, and
one of the best vocalist I've ever heard, Deyama Toshimitsu, or usually called Toshi.
A list of favourite bands and artists/singers:
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet
(members: Kamijo (vo),
HIZAKI (gt) ,
Teru (gt) ,
Yuki (dr), ,
Jasmine-You (ba) ,
Tohoshinki or Dong Bang Shin Ki or TVXQ
(members: Xiah Junsu (mid-high), Micky Yoochun (mid-low), Youngwoong-Hero Jaejoong (lead), Choikang-Max Changmin (tenor), U-Know Yunho (bass))
SKIN
(members: Yoshiki (dr, pi) , Gackt (vo, pi), Sugizo (gt, vi), Miyavi (gt))
Lareine
(members: Kamijo (vo) , Mayu (gt), Emiru (ba), Machi (dr))
Kamijo (vo)
(bands: Lareine, Versailles
HIZAKI
(bands: HIZAKI grace project, Versailles )
Mana
(bands: Moi dix Mois, Malice Mizer)
Raphael
(members: Kazuki (gt), Yukito (ba), Yuki (vo), Hiro (dr))
DuelJewel
Dir en Grey
L~Arc en Ciel
Janne da Arc
Psycho le Cemu
GLAY
Luna Sea
Rentrer en Soi
Siam Shade
Was part of management committee of Endless Dream website and
ScreamingKIAI International forum, dedicated to Yoshiki and his music.
Alumni of the following schools:
Jakarta, Indonesia:
TK Genesis
SD Tarakanita III
Penang, Malaysia:
Chung Ling Private High School
Singapore:
Kent Ridge Secondary School
St Margaret's Secondary School
Pioneer Junior College
St Andrew's Junior College
Saturday 29 November 2008
i hate keyhole TV! coz it's streaming is chunky and not smooth -___- and at the same time i love it, coz if not because of it, i won't be able to watch tesshi live on TV. Labels: drama movie
just some comment, the bishounen guy wearing purple yukata who appears at the middle of the show is the whatever hime, the spirit being, right????? they looked so similar!! that suzuhiko-hime!
i think i watch this drama simply to listen to tesshi's voice. his continuously breathless voice. coz i understand absolutely nothing of what they're saying! xDDDDDD lol..... i really want to continue my japanese lesson, but, sensei, kono yasumi wa ikenai desu yo *sobs* gomenasai....
this series seemed to be much sadder than the first series.... someone please sub it please!!!!
have i seen the little girl somewhere? her face looked strangely very familiar.... is she somewhat relayed to yuricchii perhaps? xD
9:35 pm
What is says about you: You are a tranquil person. You appreciate friends who get along with one another. You share hobbies with friends and like trying to fit into their routines.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
12:53 am
Friday 28 November 2008
prologue: Labels: manga anime
don't even know of the existence of this anime/manga until i went to the AFA '08 and there were TWO cosplayer groups representing them for the the contest. and there are also some big posters of them around. so i was interested. furthermore, one of the cospayer group produced a skit that is, uhm, interesting xD and dira said that the character designer was Clamp? so, yea, i started reading.
up to chapter 7
i'd say that this is the combination of Clamp and Death Note -_- eventhough the authors are not clamp, they're Gorō Taniguchi sensei and Ichirō Ōkouchi sensei (according to wikimedia), the plot is very Clamp-ish, heavy with politics and war, fight between good and bad, internal dilemma and conflicts between the heroes and heroines themselves.
furthermore, Lelouch is acting so much like Kira, trying to be the God of the weak people and punishing those whom he considers "trampling upon the weak". and yet, unlike Light who has a strong fundamental of what he's doing, a strong conviction to his heart and a strong method to carry out his super ambitious plan, Lelouch does not. and that is, what i think, the weakest point of Code Geass.
since the start of Death Note, i've been Light's supporter. but here, i find that Lelouch is in the wrong. and i have no urge to continue reading -___- maybe watching.....? *shrugs*
current rating (i duno until where the manga is continuing but those that are up in onemanga is still up to chapter 7) is: 7/10. and i'm being lenient.
by the way, Code Geass is not supposed to be read like "cold geese" *ngelirik obachan*. according to the japanese katakana, it's ko-do. gi-a-su.
11:49 pm
my uncle and auntie and hany are currently back in singapore for my uncle's chemotherapy. and from home, hany brought me.... tadaaaaah: a mic! Labels: karaoke
=D
i've been having fun with 3 softwares these few days: Goldwave, Audacity and Karafun editor. Goldwave is useful to remove the vocal tracks of any regular mp3 songs, Audacity is used by karaoke-lovers like me to record their own voices and mix them together with the original bakctrack song, whileas Karafun editor enables you to put in lyrics into songs and synchronise the timing so that they'd appear just like karaoke.
fun! FUN! FUUUN!!!!!!! xDDD
in particular i've been fiddling a lot with audacity. i don't know if it's my mic problem (it's pretty old, like 6 years old, i guess????) or what, but when i record my voice, it doesn't sync very well with the song although when i recorded it, it was perfect synchronisation. i ask people in TengoMiso forum about this and charcoalz in particular said that she has similar problems and taught me how to solve it. it was tedious, but, yea, anything to produce my own song xD lol....
i have full intention to send the links to obachan, especially my Miso Soup one, so that she can sing HER part and then i can mix them together to become a duet =D but just now i waited for her on MSN and she didn't come -___- and i took a nap afterwards and so many people talked to me while i was sleeping...but not her -____- obachan doko ni imashita ka? -____-
i've uploaded the songs, let me try the links here
Miso Soup ala ekkusu.mp3
Orion ala ekkusu.mp3
9:29 pm
C.A.D. from my LJ Labels: quiz
i got this from asphodel-4. recebtly i've been stealing things from people xD but, well, i'm in the mood for answering and i think it's kinda fun, so *shrugs*....
Favorite celebrities
List your top ten favorite celebrities at the moment and answer the questions.
1. Yoshiki
2. Hizaki
3. Kamijo
4. Teru
5. Yamapi
6. Tegoshi
7. Kei-chan
8. Yuricchi (i mean Chinen-kun)
9. Yamachan
10. Yuuto
So what do you like most about 2? (hizaki)
he's freakin inhumanely princess-gorgeous! and his skill on the guitar is breathtakingly awesome!
if you could do anything to 4, what would it be? (teru)
hmm.... perhaps ask him to bring me backstage for a full day with all Versailles members? they're a crack backstage xD
"Who would you choose between 5 and 7? (yamapi and kei-chan)
eeeek!!! i love them both!!! but if i have to choose, perhaps i'd choose yamapi. but if i'm choosing with whom to spend one whole day with, it'd be kei-chan =D
Out of a ten, how much would you rate 1? (Yoshiki)
he's sitting at number 1, so obviously he's a 10! or more!
What do you find most attractive about 1? (Yoshiki)
just like asphodel-4, i have deep, deeeeeep respect for him. he's like the father of JRock, since i knew of his existence 7 years ago, he had changed my life.
If you could go out with 3, what type of date would you go on? (Kamijo)
Kamijo is always a prince on stage, but off-stage he's more like a comedian, i thiknk xD so, i don't know, maybe somewhere inpredictable? xDDD or maybe because he'd want his "roses" to feel different while with him, he'd brought me to a grand palace somewhere and have a full 7-course dinner there complete with butlers and maids swarming around to serve us? =DDDD
If 8 was a type of season, which season would it be? (Yuricchi)
Spring. Very, VERY fresh, cute, sweet, the starting growth of a flower bud. Excellent to describe him ^^
Why is 10 not higher up your list? (Yuuto)
because... because............ *wails* i don't know!!!! gomenne yuuto-kun *throws self at yuuto*
So what does 10 have to do to be brought higher up? (Yuuto)
he's already as perfect as he could be.... it's just that, perhaps he had grown up (more so than 8 and 9) and yet not-so-grown-up (like 5,6,7)...
What would the ideal situation be for you for 2 and 4? (Hizaki and Teru)
they just have to be on stage, both holding their guitars, and go freakin crazy!!!!!! that's all i'd ask of them!!!!!! xDDDDDDDD
Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a desert island?
hmmm... tough. TOUGH question! i guess it's Yoshiki and Tegoshi. Yoshiki because he's such an important person that everyone would be looking out for him (his companies and his management and whatever people on the projec he's currently working on) and Tesshi, while being with Yoshiki, would learn something or two from him. like "respect" for instance xDDDD ....i hope? but both of them are scorpion, who knows they'd end up chatting and agreeing with each other....?????? >___< i don't know, man....
Marry, shag or kiss - 4, 6, 8? (Teru, Tesshi, Yuricchi)
Marry - .... truthfully? none....? (now if yamapi or kei-chan were on that list...... =D)
Shag - truthfully? i don't even know the meaning of this word, LOL!!!!
Kiss - ALL!!!!!! xD
What do you hate most about 7? (Kei-chan)
NONE!! kei-chan is perfectly adorable and funny to the fullest extent xD (now if we're talking about tesshi, hmmm...... xDDDD)
Have you ever thought how you'll react when you meet 3? (Kamijo)
i'll walk up to him and ask for a handshake and tell him how much i'm a big fan of Lareine AND Versailles and how much i love his gorgeous long hair before he chopped it off TWICE and how much i hope he's a real dracula count and maybe by that time i've already fainted. xDDD
Have you seen 1 and 2 together on tv before? (Yoshiki and Hizaki)
omg, i'm not living in Japan but they MIGHT have!!!!! during hide anniversary concert!!! gee......
Have you ever dreamt about 6? (Tesshi)
YES!!!! quite a few times, actually, about 4? =DDDDD
Who would you take to a prom/ball with you?
Hizaki! he can be the princess and i'm more comfortable wearing a suit than a gown anyway =DDD and everyone would be looking at me with envy for beign able to bring a princess with me! xD
Cuddle, glomp, or kiss 1, 3, 5? (Yoshiki, Kamijo, Yamapi)
can i do all to all three please? *__________*
cuddle, perhaps Yoshiki
glomp, definitely Kamijo (he's such a klutz xD)
kiss, priority candidate is Yamapi =DDDD
If you could give anything to 10, what would it be? (Yuuto)
hmmm..... hard, coz he's still growing. perhaps, a set of really nice suit every year? xD yuuto looks like he might look really cool in a suit ^^
Out of all of them - who would you:
Kick? kei-chan? coz i don't think he'd get angry with me if i apologised afterwards? or maybe tesshi, and i just go and hide xD
Kiss? ALL of them!!!!!!
Pinch Cheek? Yuricchi!!!! and Yamachan! omg i've never talked about yamachan once here!!!
Run Away With? kei-chan =D
Act Like an Idiot With? kei-chan and kamijo, both perfect candidate xD
Cry On? Yamapi and Kei-chan. definitely.
Take to See Your Parents? Yoshiki, but i think my parents will faint. so, eerrrr, Yamapi! he's got the bestest manners! ^^ and kei-chan too, if anyone can tag along xDDDDDDD
Bungee Jump With? well I wouldn't do it! but if i'm forced with, i'd go with yamapi. and ask him to hug me all the time xDDDDD
Cross-dress With?Hizaki, who else? i also wanna be princess for a day and i'd ask ALL the make-up tips from him xDDDDD
Swap a Day With? Yoshiki. i really want to know what kind of a crazy day does he go through every single day and wonder how he could survive it all. if possible, i'd want to swap a day on the day of hide's death, to spare him one day of utmost grieving and mourning.
3:01 pm
Wednesday 26 November 2008
when was the last time i received a result and went home to cry?
can't really remember... during A's prelims, i guess. i was crying on minghui's shoulder. badly.
but i do feel better afterwards.
a good cry always make you feel better afterwards. wonder why? is there a scientific reason for it?
i just called my mom and dad, and talked to them for almost 45 minutes.
my mom's advice was, "jangan dipikirin, ntar hun so (raport) nya juga ga tergantung yg ini kan? jangan kepengaruh komen guru loe..."
well, not exactly a right advice, eh? but i'm glad for it all the same. felt much better now.
well, hellow people, here i am, survivor of the 17th week BAFD semester 1 presentation assessment.
when LR said, "sometimes they (the teachers) are there to give you a little slap, coz sometimes the best need a little slap to get them going," never has it crossed my mind that he really meant what he said.
maybe he didn't meant me. but "a slap" was what i received anyway. and it wasn't even because of all the stuff that i've been putting on last minute. it was fundamental. my mistake was so fundamental that they seem to think that it's funny that i still have it right now, at this stage.
what made me felt sad the most was the expression on the teachers' faces which was bordering a ridicule. i felt so stupid, dumb and silly under those stares. really, you might find it funny, i DIDN'T! it's embarrassing and painful! if i hadn't been going on the right direction from earlier, why the bloody fucking hell have you not been stopping me? why must you wait until the end of the semester to tell me that i'm still lost in the sea? with that look in your face??
but i've cried enough in the toilet. spent a good, good 10 minutes there sobbing into toilet paper (eurghh, they're the worst kind of tissue paper for your face!!) and that's it. i won't shed another tear.
my secondary school science teacher, Mr Patterson, once said, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger." how i LOVE that quote.
that presentation criticism just now didn't kill me. so, by the Patterson Law, i should be getting stronger by now.
just you see.
don't get me wrong, i'm grateful for the slap. i do, honestly, feel grateful. even for that mocking eyes that laughed at me, i'm grateful.
coz it'll serve as a whip to me.
i don't regard you as lesser a teacher, and my respect to you, that had been building since the start of this semester, has not diminished.
but i was hurt. and angry. and that's all. maybe i won't want to see your face for a few days. but i'll recover.
just you see.
1:13 pm
3 and a half hours to assessment time.
illustration? one not done.
fabric sampler? 2 not pasted
CPJ? haven't been updated since eons ago.
am i dead?
i'm dead.
and i'm thinking of taking a short nap
i'm sooooo dead~~
4:35 am
omg look at what i do when i'm sitting in front of the computer. instead of doing my illustration for tomorrow's assessment this is what i do!!!!!
i dare to say that shokurai is the most gorgeous in a suit, not to mention looking most natural in it! =DD
nino's tie and collar look like choking him. oh-chan simply look uncomfortable and his jacket seemed rather confining? matsujun look sloppy and i simply don't like aiba's tie which has a big head xDDDDD
sho-kun, you look so natural as a salaryman, i mean CEO!!!! xDDDDDD sasuga a university graduate, ne?
and this one managed to make me laugh so much xDDDDDDDD Arashi trying to do an A.RA.SHI with their eyes BLINDFOLDED and their ears DEAFENED by humongous headphones that transmit super noice. it's FREAKIN HILARIOUS!!!
but the fact that they, more or less, managed to do it (even with bumping here and there and matsujun go on singing alone) is quite amazing xDDDD shokurai is COOL!!! the more i watch him, the more i like him =DDD and ohchan too xDDDDDDDDDD
i duno what os Shokudai-kun apart from the fact that arashi members host the show and there are numerous funny snippets of it out there. aaaaand, after this clip below, i confirm 100% that shokurai is my fave arashi member. he's just like kei-chan, freakin hilarious!!!!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *glomps sho-kun*
thi is why men don't wear bras xDDDD they bully poor sho-kun!!!! L!O!L!!! look at sho-kun stoned like that XDDDDDDD i kept laughing man.... and for the last one, he simply gave up xDDDDDD
12:51 am
... who's set on watching gintama.... please read my review first.
it's kinda fun to watch, in fact i kinda miss gintoki and okita sougou (LOL!) but really, there's no story plot. i repeat: there's no story plot!!
but it's kinda fun to watch ^^
just don't have too high expectation on it xD gintoki's character is similar to that gintoki in AFA, couldn't care less about surrounding, happy-go-lucky, silly, and surprisingly cool xD
12:01 am
Tuesday 25 November 2008
... the time~~
almost 8pm.
D-Day, alias die day, is in about 12 hours time.
do you feel my anxiety? no? well too bad.
the procrastinate-til-the-end-me will attempt to break her record of illustration rendering. she's going to attempt to finish 2 illustration within the time span of 2 and a half hours!!!! can she do it, ladies and gentlemen????
result, after the break. i mean after i come back from school.
7:43 pm
2:47 pm
i've just finished watching the skypiea arc of One Piece, currently watching the filler at Navarone Base, and now awaiting my most, most, MOST favourite arc of One Piece, which is the water city arc. i'm especially waiting for Thousand Sunny =DDDDDD i think its appearance made me the happiest while reading One Piece xDD Labels: health, manga anime, school, stressed
BUT, when i looked at the episodes just now, my goodness gracious me, the water city arc started at episode 227 (the meeting of aokiji) and ends at around 323??????????? that's almost ONE HUNDRED episodes!!!! if you imagine One Piece as a weekly anime shown once a week, that's almost TWO YEARS' worth of anime!!! O.O!!!!
in the manga, i read this arc really fast, and it still felt long coz it IS long, but it's also THE most exciting and cool story =DD skypiea arc is the most beautiful of course ^^ arabasta's arc still felt the longest, coz it's long and it's not too exciting (imo)
oh well, after assessment i'll have all the time in the world to devour them all =DD
btw assessment is tomorrow. i'm done with all my toile. left with 2 technical drawing (which will take a short time to do), 2 illustration (which will take awhile to do) and CPJ (which will take forever to do). on top of that i need to print the pages out (which will force me to go out of the house and the preparation is bleahhh) and i need to think of a short 5-minute speech about my collection which i will present in front of a panel of lecturers, including LR, SR, PL, TW, K, and THE president of lasalle.
yes THE president himself is gonna be there!!
thinking of that is enough to churn my stomach. i'll pop in loads of gastric pills today because, as of tradition, a few days before assessment i stop eating regularly. luckily, and surprisingly, my twitching hasn't come back =DDD the medicine is working!!! ^____^
9:41 am
obachan mite, ini yg kita karaok di cash studio kan?
2:48 am
obachan mite, ini yg kita karaok di cash studio kan?
2:48 am
this is from someone in LJ. music meme! meme, apparently, is the questionnaire that we do when we're bored o.o this one is about music. how to? IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Blue (Kanon) wahahaha xD that's kinda cute. and crazy xD WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Pikanchi Double (Arashi) wheee, i'm a happy, cheery, smiley person then? =D personally i love this song ^^ WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Mayonaka no Shadow Boy (Hey! Say! JUMP) yea man!!! i like them all in that PV!!! xDD ahahahha,,, i duno the meaning though o.O HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? The Power (Kanon) couldn't be more wrong -__- today i'm so down and helpless and just wail in the deepest of darkness, not at all like the song.... WHAT IS YOUR A Whole New World (Peabo Bryson and Regina Be....) (<---my iPod too small to contain all the texts) yatta! that's a nice one! =D WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Sakura Sake WOOHOOO!!!!! another nice one for me!!! YEA MAN!!!!omg, i'm treating this more like a fortune teller xDDD!!!! LOL WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Bon! Bon! (Hey! Say! 7) "Oh yea, because there is you~~~" oooh, this is a nice one. looked up the translation for Bon Bon, here goes: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Chance to Change (Hey! Say! JUMP) yea man, that's very very very true. i keep thinkin about the chance to change myself. "change, change, change the world! take, take, take a chance! chance, chance, chance to change!" hahaha, not the world, myself is enough. WHAT IS 2+2? Gimme all your love!! (Tommy Heavenly 6) apparently the question is too indirect xDDDDD WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 20th century boy (Acid Black Cherry) hahahahaha, i'm not destined to like heisei-era boys???? xD WHAT IS YOUR hito iro (Nana starring Nakashima Mika) a bit sad la hor.... WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU i can't really read the lyrics coz it's all kanji, but from what i could understand it's Kuroi Tsubasa (The Brilliant Green) O.o i wanna be black wings... that's kinda cool.... like kurosagi? xDD WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU Lollipop candy BAD Girl eeeeps!!! no! i don't like a girll!!!! WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Hummingbird (little by little) yea, i like singing since i was young =D but more like thunderstorm than a hummingbird, i guess, coz i like to scream and wail when i cry more than singing xDDDDDDD WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Canon Rock (FunTwo) freaking cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDD i'll dance to a rock version of a classical piece, two of my fave genre of music into one. perfect~ WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Focus (Nakashima Mika) yea. focus on me. ME. MEE!!!!! omg i'm going bonkers WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Beast of Desire (Versailles) ewww, i sound so horny >P WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 喜劇のタブー (Merry) i have no freakin idea what was that O.O WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Kokoro (Kanon) aww, i keep all my friends close to my heart. or, my friends are my heart. both sounds so sweet =) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? A.RA.SHI (Arashi) LOL! yea, storm is not good, especially nearing assessment like this xDDDD im just kidding, no flame please, arashi fans =p HOW WILL YOU DIE? Still Doll (Kanon Wakeshima) eeeeekkkksss!!!!!! someone will make a waxdoll out of my living being and i'll be forever a still doll and that's how i'll die!!!! mommmyyyyyyy!!!!!! WHAT IS THE Moshi mo Boku ga Pochi Dattara (Tegomassu) the title is perfect, but the object is NOT. i don't regret not being a puppy =p WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? Love Me (Collin Raye) lol, i'll laugh if you "love...me~" xD WHAT MAKES YOU Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana (SMAP) "the one and only flower in the world" ---> ME! xD why would i cry when SMAP sang a song about me?? XDDD ge-er nya.... WILL YOU EVER Nice na Kokoroiki (Arashi) the song is more like describing my future husband...perhaps? Baby Do You Know Me WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Kata Omoi Chiisana Koi (Tegomassu) omg this is so scarily true... lyric translation taken from salad desu here. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? Pray (Tommy Hevaenly 6) yea, pray that someone like me -_- IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? Hello Another Way sorezore no basho (The Brilliant Green) hmmm? of course i'll do something in a different way xD clever answer. WHAT HURTS RIGHT Rolling Star (yui) uhm... no? but if star is rolling on me, of course it'll hurt. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Daite Senorita (Yamashita Tomohisa) Labels: quiz
1. Put your iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the meme from.
It stops for a while to show us the fading color of our dreams
We can’t shine alone, we can’t be hurt alone either
I hold shared loveliness dear to me
I wonder why I am here and why I’m with you?
I wonder why I am here and why I’m laughing with you?
I want to always, always be here like this
Oh Yeah
BON BON BO BON BON the moment our chests are excited
The echoing voice begins to wrap us up
BON BON BO BON BON the beat tells these hands
That is almost warmer than we believed was possible
Because There Is You
Oh Yeah, Because There Is You
I have a nice feeling for my dream.
Even though I'm tired, my cute feeling will do what it has to do.
I can't quit just because I'm already satisfied.
I'm living the right way.
眠れない ほど好きです
叶わない 小さな恋
君なんです 君のことです
布団の中 もぐりこんだけど
Nemurenai hodo suki desu
Kanawanai chiisana koi
Kimi nan desu kimi no koto desu
Futon no naka mogurikonda kedo
I love you so much I cannot sleep
This little love will never come true
It's surely you, you
Even after slipping into the futon [1]
Tegoshi:
まぶしい その横顔
全然 届かないよ
忘れなきゃ 忘れられない
心の中溢れる
Mabushii sono yokogao
Zenzen todokanai yo
Wasurenakya wasurerarenai
Kokoro no naka afureru
I can never reach your
Face's dazzling side profile
I must forget. I cannot forget
It's flooding my heart
Tegomass:
この片思いに 終わりがあるのなら
教えてよ
この片思いを 気づいて欲しい
後戻りできない 恋なんです
Kono kataomoi ni owari ga aru no nara
Oshiete yo
Kono kataomoi wo kizuite hoshii
Atomodori dekinai koi nan desu
This unrequited love, if there's an end
Please tell me
This unrequited love, I want you to realize it
We cannot backtrack. This is surely love
1. hany
2. obachan nata
3. marlin
4. tony
5. sbass (lha, sapa lagi yang ada di friend list gw???? -__-)
6. joey4100 (<--where it came from)
segitu aja lah cukup xDDDDD
12:28 am
Monday 24 November 2008
since assessment is in 2 days time, 3 days if you count today, it'll be a super-brief update in point forms. highlight of the weekend: Labels: comment
- me doing nothing on saturday, goodness gracious me hana *slaps self til faints*
- *woke up from faints* going to the AFA (anime festival asia 2008) in suntec at 11am
- going against my nature and cowardiceto ask people for photographs and email so that i can question and interview them for my thesis paper
- meeting cybill and joanne lai in the AFA, goodness it's been YEARS girls!!!
- meeting jiaqi. i see her so often xD
- not daring to approach any guys for my interview, boohoohoohoo....coward me......*sobs*
- in the end approached ONE guy after dira left
- may'n powerful voice and the suntec powerful sound system that forced me to leave the area and walk around instead. i like her voice, really, but the volume was too much for me
- obachan mistaking Code Geass for COLD GEESE, omg obachan you're really growing old!!! haaahahahahaha, uso desu!!!! xDDDDDD
- me, despite ngejekin obachan old, knowing only about half of the anime around o.o goodness me....
- a super duper awesome (not to mention very handsome) kakashi in half sharingan eye opened, whom i dare not take picture with, boohoohoooohooo....
- a really cool gintoki who was so at ease at being the centre of attention that half of my pictures today were him (i'm just kidding)
- obachan leaving me behind at times and again, especially when the bandung clique came *cih*
- my first time at pasta de waraku with dira =) yumm...
- me dressing up and not taking picture of myself the whole entire day, except for one with doraemon *wails* bakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
oh btw i'm still in my half-blind mode since i'm not wearing my specs. so the very handsome and very cool part above might not be true xDDDDD
12:05 am
Saturday 22 November 2008
awhile ago lysia told me about a drama whereby she said the guys are all handsome, called brother something. so when i went to sugarmanga just now, i noticed brother x brother, which was categorised as yaoi. i was like, heeh? the drama that lysia watch was yaoi?
so i read it. it was alright. somehow reminded me of skip beat. but come to the last page, i was "...heeh??!!!" and called lysia straight away.
no, the drama that she watched was called brother beat. not brother x brother. and not skip beat either xD
my mistake xP
*don't ask me what the friggin hell am i doing when it's a few days away from assessment...*
3:52 pm
just finished watching the skypiea arc of One Piece. even the anime is as good as the manga. Labels: comment, manga anime
oda sensei makes the best manga *nods*
after more than 50 volumes *i can't keep track of how many hundreds of chapters already* his stories are still going strong arc per arc. although they do follow a certain formula, but eventually each of the story is awesome!
banzai oda-sensei!
after this is my favourite arc, the watercity arc. the manga managed to take my breath away at so many points. and the finale was the greatestest of all other arcs (imo). so i'm gonna skip all those fillers and dive straight into the story xD
1:41 pm
i met tesshi!! Labels: 101 things i love about BA, yuuyaan
... in my dream! xDDD hey, but many oceans separating us, it's good enough for me xD in my dream, he was wearing a minty bluish-green sweater on top of white shirt, his skin fair and his hair short, just like he always look like during winter when he doesn't go out in the sun too often. and pretty much like the JE test that i did a few days back. perhaps that picture was embedded at the back of my mind since then.
anyway, the difference is that, the tesshi in my dreams has such tired eyes like he does in the current NEWS winter Party Diamond (NWPD) with eyebags and all... so i said to him, "you look really really tired these recently, please sleep more!" and he gave me a surprised look, "hah? i do?" and i said, "yea you do!"
then it ended there xD
on another note, yesterday another funny conversation took place while talking about designs:
LR: some people like to show nipples. but usually it's boys, not girls. like achmad.
amot: *on the phone*
LR: achmad, do you show nipples? (in the design, i think)
amot: huh? what? ya i like showing nipples...
LR: why do you show nipples?
amot: huh? wait ar, i'm talking to my mom...
everyone: !!!!!!!!!!!! xDDDDD
LR: you'll have to answer some questions from your mom later.
10:04 am
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CD Wishlist
JaeChunSu - The... (preordered)
JYJ - Thanksgiving Live in Dome DVD (preordered)
Tegomasu - Tegomasu no Ai minialbum
Versailles - Ascendead Master (mini movies in Limited Ed singles type I,II,III)
Yoshiki - Eternal Melody 1
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet - Jubilee (major debut album)
Jejung & Yuchun from Tohoshinki - COLOR~ Melody & Harmony/Shelter Double A single
Tohoshinki - Stand By U single
Dong Bang Shin Gi - Rising Sun album
Tohoshinki - Five in the Black album
Tohoshinki - Heart, Mind, Soul album
Dong Bang Shin Gi - Tri-Angle album
Tegomassu - Tegomassu no Uta album
Tegomassu - Tanabata Matsuri
NEWS - Touch
Tegomass - Miso Soup
Yamashita Tomohisa - Daite Senorita
Hizaki GRACE Project - Ruined Kingdom
Hizaki Grace Project - Dignity of Crest
Within Temptation - Mother Earth or Silent Force
Saint Preux - Concerto Pour Deux Voix
Lord of the Rings Complete Recordings
Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers Complete Recordings
Raphael (Kazuki) - Forever and Ever
Raphael - Raphael Singles
X - Vanishing Vision Album
X Japan - Dahlia Album
X Japan - Art of Life ~mini album
X Japan - Art of Life ~live
L'Arc en Ciel - Smile
Hyde - 666
DVD Wishlist
Tohoshinki - The Secret Code live in Tokyo Dome
TVXQ - All About TVXQ Season III DVD <--- !
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet - Chateau De Versailles DVD
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet - History Of The Other Side DVD
X Japan Returns Complete DVD 30th/31st December 1993
Versailles - Aesthetics HIZAKI version, with perfume Princess Stairs
Versailles - Aesthetics Kamijo version, with perfume Louise
Hizaki Grace Project - Monsho
Raphael - First
Raphael - Last
Raphael - Raphael Clips
Raphael - Pictorial Poem 2
X Japan - Art Of Life - 1993.12.31 Tokyo Dome
X Japan - Dahlia Tour / Dahlia Tour Final
X Japan - Complete Collection II (which, upon acquiring, will cancel the earlier 2 DVDs mentioned)
hide - Film The Psychommunity Reel.1
hide - Film The Psychommunity Reel.2
hide - Seventeen Clips - Perfect Clips Presented By Hide Museum
hide - Ugly Pink Machine File 2
hide - Alivest Perfect Stage 10000 Cuts Hide Hide Hide
CD In Possession
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet - Jubilee (major debut album)
Tohoshinki - Bolero/Kiss The Baby Sky/Wasurenaide Triple A single <--- !the perfect single!
Tohoshinki - Stand By U single
Dong Bang Shin Gi - Mirotic album (Platinum edition)
Tohoshinki - T album
Tohoshinki - The Secret Code album
Versailles - Ascendead Master (Reg + Ltd Ed. DVD Type I, II, III)
NEWS - Koi no ABO single (Reg and Ltd Ed.) <-- i'm selling the regular edition, contact me if you're interested (only for beijing, singapore and jakarta buyers only)
Versailles - Prince & Princess single
NEWS - Color album
Versailles - Noble album
Tegomass - Ai Ai Gasa single
Tegomass - Kiss ~Kaerimichi no Love Song single
NEWS - Summer Time single
NEWS - pacific album
My Chemical Romance - I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love
HIM - And Love Said No, The Greatest Hits 1997 - 2004
HIZAKI Grace Project - Curse of Virgo single
Hyde - Faith
Yui - Can't Buy My Love
Versailles - Lyrical Sympathy mini album
Yoshiki - Catacombs Soundtrack
HIZAKI - Maiden Ritual ~experimental edition
HIZAKI - Dance with grace
Raphael - Fumetsuka
Within Temptation - Heart of Everything
X Japan - Blue Blood & Blue Blood Special Edition
X Japan - Jealousy & Jealousy Special Edition
X Japan - The Last Live
X Japan - X Japan on Piano
X Japan - B.O.X (Best of X)
X Japan - X Japan Perfect Best
X Japan - Best Fans Collection
Yoshiki - Eternal Melody II
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Malice Mizer - La Meilleur Selection de Malice Mizer "best selection"
Moi dix Mois - Dix Infernal
Gackt - Mars
Dir en grey - Macabre
L'Arc en Ciel - Awake
L'Arc en Ciel - The Best of L'Arc en Ciel 1998-2000
Luna Sea - Never Sold Out
Glay - Speed POP
Glay - Rare Collection vol.1
Glay - Rare Collection vol.2
Glay - Love is Beautiful
Glay - Drive, Complete Best
GLOBE - Level 4
Aikawa Nanase - ID, Best Album
Hamasaki Ayumi - Duty
Every Little Thing - Every Best Single + 3
V6 - seVen
V6 - Very Best I
V6 - Very Best II
My Chemical Romance - Threee Cheers For Sweet Revenge
My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
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X Japan - X VISUAL SHOCK DVD BOX 1989-1992
TVXQ - All About TVXQ Season II DVD Set <--- ♥&hearts♥
NEWS - Pacific Concert 2007-2008 and First Tokyo Dome Concert
NEWS - Never Ending Wonderful Story
Happy Feet Japanese version - Tegoshi Yuya as Mumble
X Japan - Aoi Yoru Shiroi Yoru Complete Box
Yoshiki - Yoshiki Symphonic 2002 featuring Violet UK
hide - Ugly Pink Machine File 1
X - Hamettsu ni Mukatte 'On The Verge of Destruction' Concert
X Japan - The Last Live
X - X Clip 1
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Phase 1.2 (2006)
Phase 1.1 (2006)
Phase 1.0 (2006)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v457/arsenalx/ekkusuphase32c.jpg
featuring: Yoshiki
about: Yochan underwent a surgery to correct his spine, a problem that had persisted since 1995, when he finally started to feel numbness in his fingers. the surgery went fine, thank goodness. hopefully he will recover completely and it doesn't affect his piano playing. as for drums...don't forget your neck braces everytime you drums, yochan!
etc: read below xD i've made too many layouts featuring Yoshiki i don't wish to repeat myself =P
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v457/arsenalx/?action=view¤t=ekkusu3.jpg
Featuring: Versailles
Background: formed in 2007 by founding member Kamijo (ex Lareine) and Hizaki (ex Sulfuric Acid), they released their debut single Revenant Choir which tells a story about a clan.
Just as like Kamijo's past works, Versailles tells a story through their symphonic metal music and extravagantly elaborate costumes inspired from antique European era.
Members: Kamijo (vocals), Hizaki (guitar), Teru (guitar), Jasmine-You (bass), Yuki (drums)
etc: Versailles beautiful music managed to win my heart totally. saddened by the loss of Jasmine-YOU in 2009, but i hope the 4 of them will still make great music from now onwards. rest in peace, Jasmine-YOU, and watch out for the guys from up there...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/arsenal_x/ekkusu2.1copy.jpg
featuring: S.K.I.N.
Background: Formed in 2007, performed first during Anime Expo at the States in May.
Members: Yoshiki (drums, piano, guitar), Gackt (vocal, piano), Sugizo (guitar, violin), Miyavi (guitar, shamisen)
etc: ekkusu phase 2.0 was lost because i didn't save it in photobucket (because it refused to upload it properly).
and so, from now i'll start my skin from phase .1 instead of .0
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v457/arsenalx/ekkusunostudio1-3.jpg
Featuring: Hiruma Youichi
Model's background: manga character (Eyeshield 21)
More about the model: quarterback of Deimon Devilbats, The Commander From Hell;
the backbone and the brain behind Deimon High School's American Football Club, The Deimon Devilbats.
Icons: various facial expressions of Hiruma, the maniacal, elven-faced leader of Devilbats ^^
Etc: Eyeshield 21 is a sports manga about American Football and it's one of my current favourite.
My rating for them is:
hilarity 10/10
excitement: 9/10
intellectual level: 9/10
drawing: 7/10
characterisation: 9/10
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v457/arsenalx/?action=view¤t=yoshiki56trialwithrollovercopy.jpg
Featuring: Hayashi Yoshiki
Model's background: leader, drummer, pianist, main composer of legendary band X Japan (1982-1997); leader, drummer, pianist,
guitarist, composer of band Violet UK, debut coming soon.
More about the model: Yoshiki in the early X Japan era in early 90's when he still has long curly locks.
Etc: YOSHIKI IS MY HERO AND IDOL!
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v457/arsenalx/th_yoshiki46copy.png
Featuring: Hayashi Yoshiki
Model's background: leader, drummer, pianist, main composer of legendary band X Japan (1982-1997); leader, drummer, pianist,
guitarist, composer of band Violet UK, debut coming soon. Born in Tateyama, Chiba (Japan) in 20th November 1965 and currently living in Los Angeles, California (USA).
Head company of Extasy Records, Extasy Japan and Extasy Records International (now defunct). http://myspace.com/yoshiki
More about the model: the faint background picture of Yoshiki was taken in the recent years when he's already cut his hair short and
started the habit of wearing sunglasses.
Icons: pictures taken from Yoshiki's house in LA: his front door, piano in the middle room, dining room and swimming pool.
Etc: I can write essays on Yoshiki, but let's just keep it simple and straightforward: YOSHIKI IS MY HERO AND IDOL!